It has been to long
since I have written in my blog. Sometimes the emotions are so much I do
not know what to say. This fall, Lee moved to a town nearby where I live,
near where he committed his crimes. Anger, Fear and frustration it feels
like I am dealing with the pain of losing my child all over again. Having
him out of prison was difficult, but having him out of prison and
living so close to me that I could run into him SCARY.......
I do not know what I am
going to do the first time I see him (him living so close it could happen).
Thinking about it makes me sick to my stomach, a knot in
my stomach, it makes me want to curl up and cry.
Part of me wants to rip
him apart if I ever see him. I think all I will do is walk away or just
stand there and stare because I do not think I will be able to move.
I know he is around
children because of Facebook. It makes me sick; I do not know if all the people
around these children know what he did. I know many very well know what
he did. I want to warn the ones that may
not know.
I do not want him to
hurt another child and right now I am really scared for those children.
So to anyone that knows the people he is around and you can find this out
through Facebook. Warn those people please.
I have thought about
posting things on their Facebook pages through another account, but I do not
know if that would be legal. And what would be OK for me to say. I
also really think if it is coming from a caring person a friend maybe they would
hear what is being said. You are welcome
to share my blog with them if that is what needs to be done for them to understand.
